Phew, I have had a couple of nights of good sleep now and I feel much better. I am guessing she was sensing my overwhelming stress/emotions from Marley because since his passing she had been up all night and not too happy either. While I am still so very sad and feel such a loss I am no longer in the constant bawling my eyes out stage and the minute I got it more together she also became a happier Ella. I went out today and bought myself some awesome clothes in my awesome new size!!! Thank you so much Jack for the gift certificate (one of my Valentines gifts) that is just what the Dr. ordered! I forgot how easy it is to shop with a babe in a bucket compared to a mini-diva 3 yo...whole different ball of wax shopping with miss K. I also broke the code to my supper time drama (Ella wanting to eat, Kailey up from her nap, me trying to get supper together)...The CROCK POT!! YUMMM.
